life in the wilderness...


I will run in the path of your commands, for you have set my heart free.
- Psalm 119


gayly bedight, a gallant knight
in sunshine and in shadow
riding along, singing a song
In search of El Dorado...
- Edgar Allen Poe
as quoted by R.C. Sproul

Tuesday, April 29, 2003

A few bits of small news, random thoughts and observations
(reverting to my engineering way of writing - bullet points)

- funding for my condo went thru last friday 4/25 so I'm the official owner now! all I need to do is move in now - middle of May is what they say. Woohoo!
- flew down to LA this past weekend; shot a 14 over on Saturday - best round of golf I've ever played! David Jeong and I bought each other a golf shirt as belated birthday presents. I'm finding that to be a fun thing to do - go shopping with a friend and buy each other a gift.
- got to spend time with my sister - went shopping at Jcrew, got to buy her some nice clothes - I'm convinced now that I have no sense of style - but I did like what she picked out. Happy birthday, Ellice! Good times, man - you're a blast. I'll have the pictures up soon.
- had a good catching up conversation with Harold today, the kind that fills your heart and just makes you "full" (okay, that sounded pretty gay - but that's how we describe our friendship sometimes - like David & Jonathan - confusing like that; but hopefully not like Ace and Gary!)
- getting ready for Pruth's wedding this Saturday; preparing the best man speech/toast has me realizing what a good guy and friend he is. Gotta get ready!
- go Lakers! returning to their normal form today winning 120-90. Kobe had another insane dunk.
- I play in a co-ed basketball team at work, we won last nite so now we're 2-1. Gotta make the playoffs!
- when I was in Korea, I got to see students there playing basketball - reminded me of Jaepil - dressed up in long pants, wearing a button-down shirt untucked, sleeves rolled up, and moving like him - like when he does his layups, kinda leaning and moving sort of sideways toward the hoop. First time, I saw one guy by himself shooting around and when it reminded me of Jaepil, it felt good to be reminded of home; but later when I saw a whole bunch of people playing like him, it just felt wierd. haha.
- saw a man and a small girl at Supercuts today; the man was either her dad or grandfather, not sure (you know those guys who look old & young at the same time? balding with grey hair, but vibrant eyes and not too many wrinkles) - anyways, after the haircut, they got some icecream at Baskin Robbins and were walking out to their car. I just watched as they walked out, he had his hand on her back as she walked. His walk large and steady, hers faster and with more bounce. I felt blessed just to get to watch. Made me think of my walk with God - to be a child, happy with what I have, delighting in the gifts and more so being in the presence of my Father - rather than being complaining or demanding. But then a new thought came into my mind. I realized that I always take that passage about having faith like a child and seem to only seek out that form of faith and relating to God; but what about growing up and becoming a partner with God? Clearly not a peer, but I've read about the kind of maturity that comes alongside our Father and works *with* him. Again, not doing what only he can do, but definitely at work with him, in some form or fashion. I remember hearing messages about this, but I can't seem to remember passages that consicely point to this sort of relationship. But then again, that's probably because I haven't been thinking of that sort of relationship; or is that the reason why? haha - the old question - needing the word to have our eyes opened, needing our eyes opened to hear the word...theological version of the chicken and the egg...

ok, good nite!

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